I was suddenly remembered by this zone supervisor saying that jesus had created this ultra wide ocean, and we're suppose to throw our bad memories into the wide ocean, and jesus put a signboard saying "NO FISHING" so what does it means literally? well basically is that god wants us to throw our bad memories into that wide ocean and be clean forget about it, dont go and fish for those memories again, cos they bring you bad memories, thats why its called bad memories!

My interest for dawings have been growing this recent days, well probably i'm really settled down and really ready to drive in deeper into my career and interest. You've seen some people been drawing out those beautiful stuffs and etc, well those are really wonderful isn't it? but behind the drawing was actually the artist sweat and blood, you may think some things are easy to draw, but try drawing it in details and alignment(:

i'm now trying to think which kind of designer should i be, well that could wait(: but currently i still want to be a photographer designer, meaning to say that i'll be more on photography(: though my skills and knowledge for photography is not up till a novice standard yet, but still i'm in the process of learning.

If you've literally seen my drawings in the past and now, you could see a hugh difference now! well though my standard is not like LASALLE nor NAFA nor POLY's but still i'm proud enough to show others my art piece, because i've put in alot of effort, sweat and blood in it. People might say all they want, as i always tell myself that my self esteem is always that high, no matter what, no one and can pull it down! i must always push my self esteem higher and higher, there's always a one way road in my life, which is the postiveness, like up, striaght, forward. Never U-turn, turn back(: