well got nothing much to blog... quite number of daes dat i didnt blog ler.... well was amk home so yea everyday early in de morning lyke 6.45 got to be in paya lebar for morning prayers... wow....!! found that its feels great and energetic to start de dae with jesus...!!!! woots...!!!! but didnt go for today and tmr... got skol early in de morning...!!! well really very tired now adays... and was lyke dunnoe what to do and yea...

well i cut my hair ler.... quite kinda ugly... and weird.... heard dat vincent rebond-ed his fringe wanna see... hmm nvm dis sat cn get to see ler... hahs' anw yea alot of things gona plan.. lyke up coming xmas... some peeps bdae... yea... hais' hmm... ytd heard mr lee sings.... erm.. abit gross but yea.... he claims himself was de smartes... hahs' i reply not really lols' he still beat me... must tell principle.. lols jkjk..... and yea

wanna say this.... i have been in interact lyke 3 years.... and i contributed de most.... done alot of things... never even really slacked before.... but got this person say a word... which makes me felt heartbroken and oso everything i've done its worthless.... here goes de story...

yu qi told me that todae there will be no interact meeting..... so jus go for interact on thurs.... den suddenly diyana called me and said

Diyana: oi u going for meetnig tmr(05/11)...

Calvin: huh..? i thought yu qi told me no nid come...?

Diyana: paper got write wad....!!

Calvin: i noe but yu qi told me no meeting... just come on thurs...

Diyana: oi can u be more serious anot...!!

at this point of tyme i was so fed up that i was speechless.... and i started to flash back which point of tyme i was not serious.... almost all de tyme i was serious.... and dis really makes me wanna lost interest in my cca.....

serious sial.... its lyke everytyme they do ish last min... and me this secretary got to do all de things.... i am really very tired of this... i still got church things to attend and yea alot of things to do... but they just think that i dis NT student is very free...!!!! i was hello...!!!???

whenever there is meeting hazreena was suppose to cor each and every memeber to remind them there is a meeting... but she didnt... she still claimed that she dosent have their numbers...!!! it was lyke harlow... if dun have get it from them..... i also lyke kinda get "scolded" by one of the sec 2 members de mother... scolding me saying that why i do this meeting always last min... and i got to explain everything for her..... which actually it isnt my fault... as i'm not de one who opens de meeting.... and all de malay people dosent really have a good mind... alwaes criticise people..... say this say that... den when they didnt do their job.. they just push de blame around.. which ended up i'm de one who is doing de clean up... and seirously no one even recognise my doings.... they dun even appreciate it... i spent most of my tyme @ interact.... sometymes i am busy with my DNT and chruch and family things... but i just put them 1 side and go to interact... but this tyme seriously went way too far sial.... if tmr i go skol they still continue saying about me.. i dun even care if we r @ chongzehn pri skol or outside i will scream @ them no matter how much it cost.... dun even care about skol reputation any more... this seriously have to stop...!!!